Baby mama culture explanation

All these Bible Belt girls getting pregnant outside of wedlock with a big following and know better also they could DO better in their relationship too, but choose not to. They only realize when the baby will be pushed out that they dont have a ring and the man says too bad. In this moment she doesn't realize the selfishness that she will have to have her children be forced to do. That moment. And there's no turning things around and making it right. Every mistake and all types of bullying will occur in the family for anyone willing to marry because the people who marry might beat the selfishness of that first 9 months and simply not caring because she thought it was cool.

And then avoiding the accountability in the thoughts of twisting "other" mindsets to have them praise you or make friends. What you are doing is dishonest and anyone can say that. I don't know why its an act like people wouldn't say that. But then I read a comment on instagram after returning and it's apparently because they are insane and only laugh at you trying to figure out their insanity. Then apparently appreciate you putting in the work to thinking about what was going on when THEY put their face in yours. Not the other way around.

American and Western women are the definition of embarrassing and nobody wants to get to know your deep personalities that you spend an extravagant amount of time on perfecting in the mirror by yourself. What you're gonna do is take the disrespect publicly and think hard about that.

My dad's new van

He just ordered this van from California and it's on his way. Say congratulations to my dad please!

Friends

Will I continue to lose friends? Here's a rant, If you grew up in America as a female and ever had accountability at least once, making friends will be very hard for you. Especially if you don't feed a delusion, some girls think that word 'delusion' is cute, and as long as they look like Trixie from that one episode of Fairly Odd Parents in THEIR mind they think that they would be losing. American girls think it's okay to be crazy because they'd still be "first place". They might stare at you creepily, throw you a twitch, and be "out to get you". 

Some people in this world get told that they are pretty, some want to look like this 

I blame this episode because it told girls that they could finally be popular and have friends and be respected around a school if they just simply act like that. I dumped one girl out publicly, said she fucked an ugly dude, and she didn't know what to do! If you want to be a girl like Trixie, you need to operate like it, and build not pretend. Otherwise reality hits like it will hit a lot of females.

I lost 2 friends in less than 2 weeks whom I've known for a year plus. The immaturity that breeds here and keeps women thinking that they should be alone if they get uncomfortable one time with a friend will keep them that way, alone. This chick I lost does not have cute friends (besides 1) and I was skeptical about it... I find out why. Some girls wear masks when they are jealous of you, at least she told me she had to grow up a lot to be mature when bad things happen. 

What she is willing to do is be friends with absolutely anybody and that is NOT what I am willing to do. It wasn't going to work out because of the constant dishonesty and probably bringing that around my future kids. Loved her to death but it's gotta go anyways.

I'm venting here even though she can still see it. This is MY page so I do what I want.

One thing about life, it is NOT sweet. Being alone will happen so much. So what? Who cares? I still have a lot of friends even if I lose some quality ones.

Look at this sexy piece of man

My boyfriend who I met in Jamaica is so fly and fine. We're meeting again this Sunday. His voice is so sexy

Throwback thursday

A pic of me in my old home. 

Blue light

Look at the pieces of shit in our time period right now that obviously trying to rewrite the truth on Google to HURT everyone who needs help! It says on Google that electronic screens do not cause damage to the eyes! I am 26, been blinded by my upbringing computer usage, and had to go to the eye doctor at 11 for glasses. 

These pieces of shit know that people are trapped in their houses and lonely, and they only want to hurt innocent people from any type of real human communication and physics that would get anyone to an older age. They want to make money from having those innocent lives destroyed.

Yesterday boxing match

Went to support my homegirl at her boxing match. Me and Harley's spirit animal! Please ignore that awful mirror situation

Kerli!!!

My 2006 dream lifeee. Flip phone, good music, good movies, and good friends. Listen to this 

My designers are Anna Sui, Kimora Lee Simmons, Moschino, & the other popular ones today

Reasons to smile today

Incase you're looking for reasons to smile today, here is some progress in human history...

Last year Elon Musk made a rocket go to Mars for the first time in history. Movie MIT has been trying to make oxygen produced for it the past 5 years and successfully made enough to support a human being for 20 minutes, a small dog for 10 hours, and once that is done we will be able to bring water to MARS. So proud to be born around this time where we have amazing human beings like Elon Musk and Jeff Bezos who make life simpler and more capable for human beings. 

Why this will eventually be important and why we should do certain things with our short life span? Mars will be as close to the sun as Earth is right now in about 5 billion years. Earth will be too hot (800 degrees) and without water.

I am ridding myself of Apple because I'm not a fan of Steve Jobs and moving back to reading and bringing my value into society to inspire others. I found a few days ago, unsure if I posted about it because I spoke to everyone about it but if I wrote it here you can see my real hype.....

The change in society and the upgrade of intelligence in society's move towards making youth less crippled than before by letting them function in society like grown adult people. VERY positive move because the children are OUR future and if all they know how to do is function as a responsible human being then we, grown people, won't have to worry about which idiot will be taking care of US.

And thank you for reading all this. It's best to catch up

My Jamaican superstar

My happiness comes from my boyfriend who lives in Orlando and as you know, I just moved from there back down to South Florida in the USA. I met him in Montego Bay. He's soooo charming and just my type. Thinking about him before our planned meeting.

Now for Friday night

We went to Nu Lounge for karaoke night then Glitch Bar 

Picnic day: different colors

Todayyy was picnic day. I was green.

Unplanned Powerpuff Girls moment with Sylberlie and Katie

The finished table before Violet pushed up last minute. She was Purple. Here is pink, green, red, and blue.

Hosted by Sylberlie. Katie left before group photo omg

My latest food addiction

Yayo Philly from Dub n Grub. Anything veggie beef or veggie chicken. *faint*

Chat + Picnic day + weekend prep

Last night I watched some movies from the 20th century and its making me feel optimistic again because I know that films today don't have to be so bad and I dont have to raise my children to be retarded because of it. I watched Youtube videos discussing the society today with raising my worst fear: iPad Kids! Toy Story 5 is all about scaring kids from iPads... atleast that's cool.

I spent that day on my LAPTOP which my phone was blowing up in calls and I had to attend to problem that digital addiction once again. Everyone is addicted to their phones and forgot about  the benefits of having a laptop. I have anti-blue film on it to protect my eyes and now I can reduce my own screen time addiction with that and my NEW baby phat phone I'm getting service on today.

On the other note I went to sleep, woke up, worked, and then planned for my weekend. Tomorrow is our picnic day we have been planning since last month for. I am the color green for the picnic. Must gather groceries and food for my themed snacks. 

Then later this weekend I will rent out my other place to another friend of mine and also go to a festival.

Mmmm looks delicious

I'm going to make these desserts and come back to show my results.

Rest in peace

Fanton Mojah passed away yesterday. Childhood memories.

Baby Phat cellphone!

This is mine. So happy. Very rare and hard to find.

Valley of The Dolls Dream House!

I already have the house of my dreams but all my house needs is a hot tub. Although I could have more than one house. THIS is the house with the dream pool.

The house of Neely in Valley Of The Dolls. So glam. My friends love it

My favorite scene from Valley of The Dolls

This scene reminds me of myself

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpdDy8fLO4I&ra=m

@01:13:48 of Neely O'Hara

Park tours + mall + yorkies!

Started the day by going grocery shopping after work, and step out with Sisi and went touring parks for our picnic day on the 17th. Here are some pics. I took my camera with me!

Afterwards Jess pulled up to Sylberlie's house with us and we went to the mall. Found some cute clothes.

Then afterwards I went to Yanna's house. See the cutest dogs in the world: Mya and Luna, 2 years old.

Came home drunk as fuck. Love my life.

My lingerie is here!!!

I ordered some lingerie while in Jamaica to ship to my house. It is here and I am literally wearing one. Feeling like I'm 15 once again. Loving this life! 

Husband in LA

He travelled from Utah to Los Angelos for his IT Tech job. 

Jamaica trip: day five

Todays the day I come back to the states. Spent another night at Patrice with my Uncle Paul and we toured Montego Bay once again and found a Juici Patties with a mix veg inside one patty. It was Sunday so Jamaican American food it was lol. Had a nice flight with good music and I'm back in the USA close to midnight. Had a Jamaican uber driver. The money in the bank to pay my bills. Thankful for everything. 

Maybe I should do my dream life in Jamaica?

Jamaica trip: day four

Spent the night at Patrice's house and

Laid Auntie Mervy and Uncle Rexy to rest

What a dream

In Jamaica my life has been so full and every day an unpredictable bliss. LJG is what I'm about as a Jamaican-blood woman. I worked so hard and battled many battles to enjoy my life finally in my dream place: Jamaica. Did a lot of socializing and building to be around my favorite people.

Damion sent me these!

 Clarendon Jamaica

Jamaica trip: day three

 Beunos dias! I am writing this before my day begins.

Me and my friends from last night hung out upstairs in their king size room

 Went into town together and got some food and shopped at the Heritage shops. Got some magnets and souvenirs. Here's pics of the restaurant

Got this picture at the mall

Then later in the day went back for more shopping then went to my family gathering

Jamaica trip: day two

I came in last night and checked into my room in Mobay. Met the nice staff and the next day made a lot of friends on the property. Jamaicans and tourists. My Jamaican friend I met from South Carolina and I travelled the city. Got some food and did a little shopping.

I dont know if I mentioned this but I brought my new panasonic camera! Fresh out of the box, i set it up here.

Jamaica trip: day one

I'm in Jamaicaaaa

Snuggle Bunny song

I am addicted once again. Throwback 2009 💖